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Are you coming out? Story?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=1.14,5.43"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e So this was way back, 2010. So I was a sophomore in high school. I started getting involved in my high schools. It was like a like LGBT club. It was the GSA or Gay-Straight Alliance. So I started to do that. So it was an hour, at least to my parents. So to them, I was doing this just sort of being an ally. But they were getting suspicious more and more. So it wasn't until one day I went to the bathroom, left my laptop open. So they grabbed my mom, grabbed it, and she saw that I was sending e-mails to someone that I was helping coordinate the whole club. And I mentioned the evils of the world to my mom yet. So, you know, if she's around you and she's acting weird, it's because of that. That's how she found out. It was really horrible. Like, it was a typical, horrible experience that she looked at that day. She told he didn't like it either. So what happened? From there on? They sent me to ex-gay ministry. So it was called Exodus International. So I did that for like maybe a few weeks. No, it wasn't like, you know, shock therapy, nothing like that. But it was just mostly parents. And sometimes their kids would come to a room in the church and they would just go over topics or share their experiences. There's usually be a facilitator and people have either like Bible verses or just stories about why you should change and how there's been success stories. So a lot of things like that I never really liked only because people were nice, but I was always like the one on the other side. Like I felt like I was the little bug in the room and the guy was the one that wanted to change. So it was good in the sense that every time we just would leave, that my parents would be so happy. Maybe because they felt like or there's opportunity. But then as the week went on, things would get horrible at home until we went again. So I kind of felt like it was a drug for them where they needed a little hit to feel good and then it goes away and got to come back. So I got out of that, luckily, because I just sort of had tons of homework that was good, but they still kept going. Eventually, I think that program stopped because the whole leader of the organization even stated people can't change. So one moment to a different church, but she still holds her views. And then throughout high school it was rough. They will fight a lot because one thing I didn't like about that program is that they said the reason you're so scary is because the father was never there and the mother was too overbearing. So the son never learned how to be a man, and he grew up being a girl in cycles. So once puberty hit and he started wondering about gender, since he grew up with them on the whole time, puberty mixed with curiosity about the boy. So it became something sexual, which I thought was ridiculous. But my mom held it so hard that she started blaming my dad about it. So then they started fighting. My mom started blaming me that their marriage was failing. So it just sucks being in that situation. But the whole time I was strong, I had a lot of things said to me, but I still just kept going. So I told myself, You know what? Just that's the moment. Let me just go to college, move out as soon as possible, and things could be good. So really, I tried turning that whole negativity into a whole positive thing, and it helped a lot as it helped me get scholarships. When I read about the stories, people really like hearing that story. And so it's been almost six or seven years. Things are still rough. They still haven't accepted it. Last time I told them about two years ago, I had a boyfriend that they kicked me out of the house. But luckily, I guess from all my friends and my fraternity, they really were supportive. They're like, Come live with us, you know, we'll give you a fall in the car, whatever you need. That was cool of a person. Bring me back the next day. They said it was their bad. It was just talking about hunger. They just, you know, they'll be able to support me. But there's just some things they can't accept. So I was like, Well, whatever. So we all my boyfriend, you know, it's going to be three years this next coming year. So I'm graduating too. So they're going to have to see me on my graduation. So we'll see how that goes. But that's how my career story has been.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=7.02,271.5"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Do you feel like you've you become distant from your your parents since then, or has it always been that way?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=273.15,280.98"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Kind of. Um, I feel like, let's see, it has been getting more distant because a lot of times when I do stuff, I'm not always do like gay related things, but coming home and having to, like, filter my day to them, it kind of makes me feel like I just want to share. At all. Yeah. So that's the bad part. I mean, I try sometimes because I'm still excited to share something. Yeah, but that's the hard part. Like having to filter. It just makes me not want to talk much. Mm hmm.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=281.22,311.62"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. Is there anything else you want to share?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=312.48,314.13"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e I think that was the.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=315.72,316.11"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. So much.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=316.56,317.52"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e I think you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847#t=318.34,318.6"}]},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56652/file/130847/transcript/49331/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/049/331/original/open-uri20230830-932127-aa1tx?1693412093","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/049/331/original/open-uri20230830-932127-aa1tx?1693412093"}]}]}]}