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Okay. And your gender identity?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=0.63,11.73"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Male.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=12.42,12.42"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Cool. So how do you identify with the word queer or do you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=13.26,19.62"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e I don't.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=20.1,20.25"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. Interesting. Your first. Okay. Oh, sorry. So your sexual identity, your gender was male. So your sexual identity, how you identify. Okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=21.24,43.47"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=44.35,44.35"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. So your first coming out experience is gay? Yeah. Who did it involve?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=45.09,50.76"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Oh, when it came out, I did the bare metal phase, like, I guess everybody does to see if, like, maybe this might work. And then it was like, Oh, this is. This is nice. So I came out to my mom and she just kind of looked at me. I was like, I already knew that. I'm like, How did you already know she has? You play with Barbie when you're a kid? I'm like, Okay. And you like to play kitchen and office. And so I did like girly stuff. And I used to I had a best friend. And then she had, like, a mumu and restocked clothes. And I like, wrap the Moomoo and me and she, like, put makeup on it. And I would walk around like her house and her her mom took a picture of us, and my name was Chichi Lala. Wow. Yeah. So I like. Yeah, that's. That's kind of how you do. Okay. Just kind of like, can't. Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=51.51,100.87"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So you kind of had an understanding before you even came out to somebody.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=102.54,106.92"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e And I was I think it was in third, third or fourth grade when I started thinking that maybe I wasn't like everybody else.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=107.23,116.76"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Right, Right. That's like, around nine, right? Nine. Ten.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=117.12,120.6"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah. Okay. Nine. Ten. Yeah.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=120.96,122.55"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Mm hmm. And your first experience being socially labeled as gay?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=123.0,127.41"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Uh. When I joined a gay youth group. Okay? Before that, I really never associated with anybody that was gay or any of that kind until I joined Dave. I joined a youth group in San Bernadino when they were 14. 15. Mm hmm. And that's when I started associating with more gay youth. Uh huh. And that's when I like. I don't know. That's just like that was my first experience with.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=128.1,154.36"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Of having the label.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=155.11,155.59"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e And yeah, I did have an experience when I was younger. I did go to a gay pride parade, the Great Pride Festival in L.A., when I was like, I think like around the same time, like third or fourth grade. So like ten with my mom and one of her friends that was gay. Okay. So I have like, I've been around people that my parents knew that were gay, right? So I don't think that like anything against me, because you're a kid and you don't know until you, like, wonder. And I think to yourself, maybe this is how I am. And. Right, right.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=156.07,184.04"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. That makes a lot of sense. So the reaction of your social networks, I guess, if you want to choose one over another, because you know, you have like social networks at school or your family, their reactions.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=184.93,202.15"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e They are they're they're like they're in you that like they're they're pretty like. Like my friends. Like, they're pretty much like, cool. I had one friend that was he was kind of like, uh, but he just kind of like, you know what? I've known you since, like, seventh grade, so it doesn't matter. Wow. So all my friends are basically pretty much cool with it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=203.19,224.65"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Oh, nice. So I assume you don't regret any of your social networks reactions?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=225.1,230.17"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Nope.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=230.83,230.83"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Nice. Do you feel that the reactions when you came out has influenced the way you interact with the world at all?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=231.96,241.36"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Well, when I first when I did first come out, I didn't understand how it is to be gay. Like your perspective, like how you act to the outside world, right? So I acted kind of feminine, but then I realized that wasn't me, that was everybody else. And that was kind of influencing me because I saw a lot of other gay teenagers acting really feminine. Like, Well, maybe that's how you're supposed to act when you're gay. Now that's how you're supposed to act. How you act. So I just act our act. Hmm. So, yeah, that's. This is. I just act like me.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=242.26,276.13"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Right. Got it. Got it.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=276.62,278.26"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Does that do that? Right? Right.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=278.59,279.6"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah. No, that's perfect. Um, and do you believe you've had any issues with physical or mental health? Um. Correlated with your coming out experience?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=280.21,290.5"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e No. No.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=291.47,292.96"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Nothing nice. Are you aware of other queer youth or LGBT youth that have experienced similar situations as yours when they come out?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=293.46,303.25"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Um, not really. Most of the stories that I heard because I have a sibling that is came out as a lesbian now as transgender. Mm hmm. And then my mom came out as, like, bisexual. So, like, my family's basically just super queer. Right. So she. Well, he is now, he did have problems growing up when at the time, when she came out to her friends, she did get, like, beat up and jumped. Wow. So my sibling has having that issue. Right. I have not. So I haven't shared the same experience as my sibling. Right. Which is weird because we went to the same schools, had basically kind of the same friend circles, except for she had other friends. He had other friends because younger than me. But basically we had over the years, our friends just became our friends. So. My process has had problems. I really haven't had much of any problem. So compared to my like the youth at the time, I guess I had it pretty easy, which is sad for other people because like the stuff other people have gone through, I've heard like some horror stories.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=303.9,381.37"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Right. Interesting that you see it that way, too. Yeah. Um, have you ever been present at another individual's coming out?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=381.94,391.45"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e No.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=392.47,392.47"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e No. Do you have any advice for LGBT or queer coming out and or their social networks?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=393.4,402.34"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Be yourself. Don't. Don't let other people influence your decisions in your life. Because if you let other people dictate what you do in your life, you're not going to be true to yourself. So you have to be true to yourself. And it's going to be hard because you're going to have it. If you come out to a certain family member that you think you can trust, and then they might end up reacting negative TV to you coming out that can do like ruin you. But don't let that ruin you. Because the world is huge and you'll meet a whole bunch of amazing people and just don't let that hold you back. Now, just pretend that's like a speed bump through a parking lot and just keep going because it's the best you can do, right? It's like life isn't over. Life continues. You're young. You have a lot to see in the world, right?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=403.9,454.08"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e That's perfect. Thank you. Mm hmm. Um. Okay, so perfect. I think that's the cool things, man.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=455.86,463.73"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Uh huh.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837#t=464.0,464.06"}]},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56642/file/130837/transcript/49320/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/049/320/original/open-uri20230830-932129-4zlqj9?1693411445","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/049/320/original/open-uri20230830-932129-4zlqj9?1693411445"}]}]}]}