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Okay, well, then that's that's all I'll I'll ask the questions on that one, and then just do it. Yeah. Okay, good. So then the first narrative then will do is what I'm what I'm trying to do is sort of get a sense of the experience of of of youth coming out narratives, right. Or the experience of coming out for youth and the narratives around that. So if you sort of begin with, you know, that experience, then I can maybe use some follow up questions to help elaborate. Then we'll just go from there.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=5.46,37.53"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e We started coming up. Yeah, I was in seventh grade. Yeah. At the at that time I identified as bisexual, and at this time my parents were kind of splitting up. So I was not really close to any family member at the moment. But it got to the point where I felt like I needed to come up for, you know, they kind of just split up and went their own way. So I talked to my dad and I don't know why is it usually I could talk to my dad telling things and I'll be fine. Just straightforward a bit around the bush for quite a while before I managed to say anything. And once I did, I was like, bawling hard. It was just really bad and that he couldn't understand me afterwards. What are you trying to tell me? And repeated again is like, You know, I'm bisexual, I don't identify like that anymore. But at the time. And he goes, Well, what does that mean? I'm like, Well, I'm trying to females and males. And he was, okay, why are you crying? Like, I don't know. I didn't think you'd be okay with that. Um, my dad was very macho, man, so it was it was like, Oh, you're going to get married when you're older. You have children. So and I don't think he would accept it, but it went its way, and he did.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=37.92,121.98"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e And so, so was your father the first person that you that you came out to?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=123.84,128.82"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e My father was was the first person in my family that I formally came out to. Um, I have older sisters and younger sisters, and they kind of made their own judgment of me and figured it out. But my dad was the first one. I told myself, Okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=129.509,145.08"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e And how about, how about before that with your sort of peer group or your friends or.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=146.37,150.66"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e In middle school, you have a lot of people come out as being bisexual or questioning. And, uh, it I feel like it's a very negative experience where people are like, you know, pick a side or you're just confused. You just wanna like sleep around and stuff. So at the moment, at the time when I came out to them, um, I came out to one person and by lunchtime I had everyone asking me if it was true. So it was like a stab in the back from best friend. And then I had these girls, like coming up to me and hitting on me is like, all of a sudden I what I was. And then half my friends dropped me. Really, I didn't. I mean, at the time I felt shitty, but now it's just like, well, good riddance, right?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=152.28,202.83"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. And so then how long do you think in between that experience at school with your friends and then the one with your father.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=204.18,211.65"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Was about a year, but about a year, Year and a half.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=212.95,215.64"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e And have you since, um, have you since then brought other people into that? I mean, other family members or.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=216.99,226.38"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Well, my sisters, um, I never had to tell them. They kind of just know. Uh huh, uh, I came out to my birth giver, but that didn't really matter to me much. And then everyone else in my family kind of found out when I had a girlfriend and I also had a boyfriend. Uh, so they kind of figured it out themselves. Um, I don't feel I need so many people anymore.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=227.4,252.24"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e And by birth, give it to you and your your your biological, your birth mom. Yeah, Yeah. Are are you was, if you don't mind me asking, was there, was there an issue with that or.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=252.6,262.86"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e The way I grew up, I wasn't the favorite child at all, so I was abused.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=263.79,269.73"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Oh, okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=270.36,270.54"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So in order for for me to protect myself, I had to push her way out of my life. I see. And figure that the only reason she had the title of being a mom was because she gave birth to me. So emotionally, mentally, she's not anything to me anymore. My dad's wife is my mom now.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=271.02,291.84"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e I see. Okay. Okay. Would you say that that process or the. That experience? Is it is it sort of ongoing in your life? Does it does it continue? I mean, are there moments now where you feel like you have to come out to other people or is it just something that you feel is people? Is sort of obvious or how does that how does that process work now?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=292.11,320.83"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. Well, I came out to my dad, too, in two separate occasions. Once one as a person who was bisexual and the second time as a person who was trans. And the second time it was only after my dad had married. His current wife had talked to the wife before, and I came out to her before my dad. Okay. I love her and I trust you a lot. And one day was just a casual conversation I was having with my dad and and my mom in my room. And then it just so he said, you know, you know, you always I'm very proud of you. You're a great daughter. I'm like, I'm a great son. He was what? Like I'm a great son, Dad. He was okay. I was like, all right. But now, in my terms of sexuality, I don't feel a need to come out to anyone. It's something I forget about. Like, not all people are okay dating someone like me. So I forget. It's like, such a minor thing, you know? But in terms of being transgender, it is something that I have to constantly, like, bring up in my life. Because either people assume I'm female because of my voice, and they use my pronouns and that's correct them. Or, you know, my family members call me the wrong name and it's just thinking, please respect me and the choices I'm making. But other than that, the way I've kind of found my way around is just introduce myself. You know, I'm transgender. My name's Vincent.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=321.34,412.22"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e So it's something you sort of lead off with?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=413.95,415.54"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Sometimes, yeah, Sometimes. If I know I'm going to have constant contact with the person, I'll lead off. Is that because it's. I feel like it's something they should know about me. Um, if it's someone I'm not going to have much contact with, I don't even bother mentioning it unless they use the wrong pronouns.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=416.29,430.93"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. Do you feel do you feel like I'm wondering in leading off with that, does that say, hey, everything is, everything is on the table?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=431.69,444.46"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Mm. I think the reason I lead off with that is just for them to kind of get it in their heads and not constantly look at me as like, how am I supposed to regard you? Because oftentimes just they stare at me and they don't know how to talk to me. It's just like, You know what? Let's make this simple for you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=446.67,470.08"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Right? Okay. At what age did you start sort of using that strategy, if you don't mind my me asking.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=471.13,476.56"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e As coming out as transgender straight away.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=477.4,478.6"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Or. Okay. So, so I guess that so and this is something I didn't sort of anticipate, right, is that you're the two narratives that you're talking about. Right. One is how old with the first one, as you said, when.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=479.5,491.62"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e I was in seventh grade, so was maybe about 12.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=491.71,493.33"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. And then for the second experience.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=494.2,496.51"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e That was I started at school about 10th grade. So I was 15.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=497.89,503.02"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=503.65,503.65"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e And then I started really being open about it once in 16 and then at home when I was 18.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=504.31,511.06"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. Okay. 18.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=511.66,513.13"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e 17. 18.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=514.03,514.419"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e So sort of three major points. But still part of that same kind of process and different pieces. Okay. And so then what I was wondering is if if is is that a way to say, hey, you know what, There might be some possible, like you said, long term relationship, whether it be romantic or intimate or whatever. Right. But this is a way to start from the very beginning. Right. So there perhaps is no mistake or how does.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=514.9,540.85"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e It's not only so people like don't make mistakes when trying to speak to me, but it's also because I feel it's such a big part of my life that it's going to be a constant that's going to be brought up. So if I don't bring it up to begin with, they're going to be questioning it later. Right.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=541.69,558.1"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. And do you feel that as or I wonder I guess I don't want to lead you into in saying yes or no in any kind of in any particular direction? But has that experience of of coming out at an early age to your friends and and sort of the way that people either accepted or didn't accept it. Do you think that that gave you a sense of yourself as being political in a way that your other sort of your your other sort of students at that same age didn't have to have? Have you ever thought about that or.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=559.36,595.69"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e I wouldn't say gave me like a sort of political perspective, but it definitely gave me this perspective of like, people are going to judge you no matter what. Right. So in terms of like, I had to think about, you know, who was best for me in terms of my sexuality, because, you know, my straight friends don't have to worry about that.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=597.46,621.52"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay. Okay. Do you feel like is there is there a racial component? Do you think that being sort of we had spoke or you identify as being Latino, for example, in some way? Do you feel like there's a racial component that brings those two things together? Or are they in your mind, How do those two things come together?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=621.92,645.16"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e What two things.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=646.0,646.39"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Being. Being Latino or Hispanic in the way that you had identified? You know, the whole racial identity, fake IDs, a whole nother, you know, baller ball of wax. But is there is there a racial component to that process or that experience, do you think? I mean, you had mentioned that your father was macho and that you were nervous at first. Right. But. And does that is that still something you experience now.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=646.78,674.5"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Being Hispanic and having very large Hispanic family and also being trans? They they don't go well together because my dad grew up in Mexico and most of my family did. So they come with a thought in mind of like, man works the field, woman does the things in the house. Women, A woman gives birth and the man brings food to the table. Mm hmm. So, you know, growing up, it was like I was trying to do whatever they considered manly things, like trying to live the basket of laundry. Put that down. Idea hurt. Just think. Let me be that I'm not going to get hurt. But it definitely pushed it away. Because, you know, the reason I. I knew from a very young age I wasn't comfortable being female, but I couldn't tell my dad that because I feared he was going to tell me, you know, you're a born female, you're going to be a woman for the rest of your life. Mm hmm. I feared those words. And in terms of my sexuality, I don't think I really thought about it much because in my neighborhood. There's like there's a lesbian couple where There was a gay couple. Mm hmm. And the only reason I didn't come out earlier, and that was because, um, you know, the slurs they came up with, it's just like they called them terrible things. Or my neighborhood also had a lot of, um, transsexual people, um, mostly male to female. And they happened to be prostitutes, so they got called terrible things and hurt my dad on occasions. So nasty things about them. And is that kind of that really pushed it away. That really pushed me from coming out.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852#t=677.14,788.92"}]},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935","type":"AnnotationPage","label":{"en":["English [Transcript]"]},"items":[{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1731/collection_resources/56657/file/130852/transcript/44935/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"subtitling","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/044/935/original/open-uri20230706-255393-25zwl1?1688667869","format":"text/vtt","language":"en"},"target":"https://d9jk7wjtjpu5g.cloudfront.net/file_transcripts/associated_files/000/044/935/original/open-uri20230706-255393-25zwl1?1688667869"}]}]}]}