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Being that you're first generation?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=0.81,5.22"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/2","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Well, in my case, my parents were when I was pregnant with me, when they came here to look to permanently stay in the U.S. So my parents had been in the U.S. like a couple of times before. But the majority of the time, it was like on like visas and not necessarily like a permanent residency. So, like, I witnessed my mom go through her like citizenship test for the U.S. And like, it's way more strict here because in Mexico, it's like, do you want citizenship? And then like, it's like, check. Yes. And they like they approve you and that's it. But here, like, you actually have to, like, earn it. I remember my mom like being in her car with the cassettes of, like, what is like the 13th Amendment? What is like who was the 15th president? Like, it's a very selective kind of title, I guess. It's weird to think that, like. So, like, I just got it just for being born here and my parents have, like, spend like, years, like, getting.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=8.49,63.06"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/3","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Okay, So, um, so how did, how did you experiences your parents from Mexican citizens? How did you how did that how did you experience citizenship, seeing as you're not a mexican citizen and you grew up in the U.S.? Um.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=66.25,82.18"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/4","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e It's a little weird. So my first I've gone to Mexico maybe like twice in my lifetime, and the most recent time being, I think last December. So when being the only difference in, like, them coming here and like, what I experienced going to Mexico, I was like, Oh, like, what is it? Like a tourist kind of sense is that they they do have like fees, so they charge like me and my sister because three of us were born in the US and my other two sisters were born in Mexico. So I charge just like 300 or $100 each for like as a go, I don't know, like a visa kind of thing or like a tourist charge. And it was just us three. So it did feel a little weird because that like that separation between my family because like, I don't know, the same experiences my parents and my siblings now, like they see Mexico as home and I see it as like, oh, that's where they're from. Like, it's like it's a weaker connection. There's no like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=83.26,141.35"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/5","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So on. So there weren't necessarily times when you had to like, help your parents. Seeing as you're the you're seeing as you're the first born here. Did you ever feel like you're more connected to like the US, like in a stronger way?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=143.9,160.16"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/6","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e I. I guess so. Like the only the only thing I remember, like being a positive. They were like, Hey, if you wanted to, you could run for president cause you're born here. But that's kind of like the only, like, perk. But I saw, like, from being born here, like, um, it was just more of a How do I explain this? Uh, there was. I'm sorry. That's what I. It was just kind of like I didn't feel like I was in the. Like someone from the U.S.. Because whenever someone asks you here where you're from and are talking about, like, oh, what part of, like, California are you from? It's very like, what's your ethnic background? And then in Mexico, like, it's kind of like, like they see you as less here for being like, not like a full blown American. But, but then in Mexico, it's very like, oh, like you're automatically assumed to be rich because you live in the U.S. So it's kind of like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=162.73,219.91"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/7","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So would you say the way you perceive yourself as a citizen has been and how others perceive you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=221.77,227.59"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/8","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Majority Yeah, since I've never I've never experienced like having, like an understanding of my citizenship. I was just like, okay, I was born here, like, and that's how I so I'm like, unlike my siblings and my parents, I don't have to work to get it. So it wasn't something I ever had a second thought of until going to Mexico and seeing like that, you have to like, renounce your citizenship of Mexico in order to get a citizenship of the U.S.. Like, I didn't see it as anything besides, like, oh, like my location of birth.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=228.31,258.91"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/9","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So there were were there times, though, that your parents, like, thought you couldn't do something, but because you were first but because you had citizenship, you could do it?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=261.82,273.04"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/10","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Oh, yeah. There's a lot of times where it's like, um, it's like I got the, like, schooling wise, they were a lot, like, harsher on, like, admitting my siblings because they had a, like, proof of, like, birth, like proof of citizenship and stuff like that. And then for me, because I was born here, like my parents had a lot it was a lot more easy for them to do, like any sort of paperwork. The only thing was like translation. But other than that, like for like being born here, they were like, Wait, like this is and I don't like, like they saw how much easier it was for me to do college applications because there was no like. How long have you been a resident of California? Because I've always been a resident. I was born here. But then, like, like there's a contrast between the stuff that. Like how like, forms were filled out for someone who's born here and some who's not.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=273.7,325.26"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/11","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So your parents had a hard time, like, realizing, Oh, things are going to be easier for you because you don't. You're a citizen.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=326.52,334.86"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/12","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah. There's a lot of, like, hoops to jump through in order to fill out any kind of government paperwork. So, like, my Pell Grant was just, like, transferred from the IRS, like the information before my siblings had to be, like, proof of Social Security number. Proof of this. Like, they they had to go like they had to do like proof of residency where it was like you have to show like you have to send them a copy of your lease, of your home and stuff like that to prove that they were like legally paying taxes, I guess.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=335.97,363.39"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/13","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Did that make you give you a stronger connection to your citizenship here in the United States? To be like the process is so much more simpler for me. Yeah, because of my legal.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=363.9,374.19"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/14","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e It was really like eye opening to see, like the fact that like not just with my siblings, but like my other like relatives. It's like the amount of, like work and like struggle that they had to do just to, like, prove that they came here, like, or, like, live here, let alone, like, came here, like, legally. And so, like, there's a lot of, like, hoops to jump through and like, so, like, my parents have, like, terrible credit for a while because they had to, since they had papers they were doing like leases for my uncle's or they were doing like they were cosigning like loans with my cousins like that because it was easier for them to sign off on stuff like that cause they had paid for like citizenship. Then like my like other relatives who didn't.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=374.82,418.05"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/15","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So because they had citizenship or papers, they they became like the kind of legal owner of like their houses and cars. But it was really them just legally owning things that their. So your uncles could actually purchase these things?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=419.1,435.06"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/16","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah, like that's how it was when we were probably like when I was like younger that's, it was like a large part. Like my dad was, I think like one of the names on my uncle's home. And so, like, every time he missed a payment, it would affect my parent's credit or every time someone they would use my parents was like, recommendation or I don't know, they're called like whenever you, like, get a loan and like they have to, like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=435.39,457.98"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/17","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Cosign.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=458.61,458.61"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/18","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah, it's like the one thing it's like, Oh, this person put you down as a reference. As a reference, yeah. So we constantly got calls from that, from like loans from my cousins and stuff like that from lived in the US. And then the ones living in Mexico were very like, Oh, you can lend us money because you live in the US. The US is like we're the rich like Mexicans live in. It's were the people who made it live.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=459.42,480.06"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/19","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So your parents took on like this extra role within the families being like the finance people.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=481.89,487.8"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/20","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah, like, unintentionally, like. But through like, my parents is, like, kindness and, like, love towards their siblings. They were like, Of course we'll do it. Like. Like they felt like because they had this new, like, title of, like, citizenship, they felt like, okay, I owe this to my, like, family to help them out as much as I can with this new like thing that I've gained.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=488.34,508.2"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/21","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Did you ever have the same experience? Because I'm assuming most of your family are citizens now, right? Did you ever have that experience before, though? Like, was there ever a time when they had to come to you to be like that intermediate between them and a person or the state or kind of.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=509.1,527.79"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/22","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e So it wasn't like necessarily like in a legal form, but it was like, oh, like there was sometimes like people who were like, Oh, we need proof that like, like you're here legally and so like that. And just like, I was born here and like, show like a California ID like, oh, okay. And like, just from saying, like the word like I was born here, they automatically were like, okay, like we're good.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=528.03,549.45"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/23","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Like when we re asking you.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=549.69,550.83"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/24","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Like sometimes we get, like, stopped by a cop and I'd be like the it was more like, I don't know, it was like a nuance kind of thing. Like just a not it wasn't like they were assuming my parents were like, illegal or like, didn't know English, but it was just like, Oh, like, okay, like, this isn't that big of a deal. Like now that we know, like, you guys are like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=551.64,574.89"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/25","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e And they would ask your parents or they'd ask you if you're a citizen.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=575.19,578.58"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/26","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e So like, yeah, they'd ask, like us. Like, so I, we were in a car, like, in, like Garden Grove. So it's like a pretty like non Hispanic area. But I was at work with my dad and we had our windows down, but we had been pulled over for having tinted windows. And so they were like, Oh, like, do you speak English? Where are you from here? And we were like, I was like, We're not from this area. We here's like California ID because our insurance, like we have everything like that you need. So and it like it would a lot smoother like how it's going for like people like my family members who don't have papers because for them it's a very like they have to be very like specific in their wording. Without, like, in fear of, like, accidentally causing, like, something that could get them, like, deported.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=579.12,624.67"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/27","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e But you've noticed that that because you're a citizen, you you don't necessarily have to be afraid of the same things. You're noncitizen.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=626.17,632.38"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/28","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah. Look, I acknowledge the fact that, like, compared to other Hispanics or like, immigrant people, I have that privilege of like, being like, hey, like, worse comes to worse. I live here. They can't do anything about that to me specifically. But that doesn't, like, go the same way for my siblings or for my parents or for my extended relatives because they don't have that, like reassurance of like they can't kick me from here or like, take me from here because I like there's like a literal like, like billboard above my head that says, like, I was born here. Like, there's nothing you can do. It's like, get rid of me, I guess.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=633.25,669.52"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/29","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So that's become a way you like. You like conceptualize yourself like your identity, like in terms of being a citizen.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=670.66,677.8"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/30","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah. So I feel like it's been like that because of the fact that half of my siblings aren't or aren't like natural born citizens and like the other half of us are.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=679.48,688.72"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/31","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e So you feel like you have a close, a stronger, more strong or more powerful connection to this country than your siblings who weren't naturalized, weren't naturally born over naturalized later.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=689.62,702.58"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/32","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Yeah. Like I feel like because of the fact that, like, I grew up here, I spent my entire life here. This is mainly all I've ever known. Like I am aware of, like how my parents live. Like I've been to like, my parents is like, hometown and stuff like that, but I've never lived through it. So I can't, like, say that I can fully understand the experience of like, Oh, coming here like, and like going through the, like the whole, like hoops of trying to, like, memorize, like, whether or not like this guy is important to the citizenship test and stuff like that. Like I do. I did see my parents go through that and like my siblings go through that. But I didn't see like, I didn't it didn't affect me personally, I guess, because I was just like, oh, like I didn't have to do that. I just like, was born here. Like, it seemed like. I don't know. I see. Like, weirdly, like, I don't know. It confused me that it was so easy for someone who's born here. And then like, if you're not born here, like, how? Like, extremely difficult it is.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=702.91,768.79"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/33","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e Like, when was the first time you realized you had that more. Yeah, that that says and privilege.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=772.01,776.6"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/34","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Probably like it was mainly like an educational setting. So seeing stuff like they'd have like certain contests or like scholarship stuff like, were elementary or like Muslim and like if you or your parents are not papers you couldn't apply. It was like, it was like I feel like it was very like, oh, the government's going to be looking through this. So it's most people like don't want to put their like if you don't have a Social Security number. Like, I didn't realize like that was a thing until like applying for college. And that sounds terribly ignorant that like it wasn't until like applying for college that I, I like specifically realized how, how hard it is because I saw people like, filing their parent's taxes even though their parents were not like are legally here. So the parents are still paying these taxes. They're just not getting anything return. And so like their kids are here trying to figure out how to get financial aid without or like even signing the FAFSA. Like, I let you just put it in like an I.D. number and like, it was confirmed and they had to literally print out the whole thing and then, like, have their parents sign it and then mail it to like the financial aid offices just because their parents have a social free number to sign for. And so it mainly was like seeing how it stunted other people, like people my age, Like I didn't really notice, like for the adults around me. But once I started seeing, like the people my age being affected by their parents or their status of like, what is it like citizenship that I realized like, oh, this is like way more like, what's the word? Like, it has more important than I thought, like up until now.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=778.73,881.24"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/35","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e And how have you, how has your experience being like first generation citizen shaped the way you participate in citizenship?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=883.34,892.67"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/36","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Um, it's something that like I realize now, like that like it's something people would kill for. Like people spend so much time, like, wishing to have the status I have. And so it kind of makes me more like, aware of, like me using it. So like, especially with, like the midterm that like, happened, like a lot of I didn't notice how many people don't vote until like, I was one of the ones like trying to vote because I realized I was like, Oh, these people can vote. They're allowed to like, without any, like repercussions that like, oh, like you don't have like it's voter fraud if you're not like a citizen. I know that that was like a thing that people were like, how do I explain? Like the people who can vote don't and those who want to aren't able to? And that's like, I guess me like frustrated me because I see like people being like, Oh, I can't vote cause I have class after this. I'm like, You could have been like a real invalid or like, or I can vote cause I didn't do my research. I was like, They give you like all the props and stuff. Like you could really leave half the ballot blank. But still you did vote for would change something. And then I see people like my uncles and like and or like cousins who have been here their whole lives and they never voted because they weren't able to like out of fear of like, Hey, I might get detained at a polling place because in like the area where I live, there's a lot of like ice or like police by the polling areas because like the demographics, like 90%, like Hispanic or Latino. So like even if they did, like want to vote the it's like a risk that they can't take.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=894.83,997.55"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/37","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e And did your did your parents ever tell you to watch out? Seeing as I know, they already had citizenship, but what they were afraid of. They were afraid that there would be consequences to like flexing their citizenship privileges or like. Was there ever a time where you thought that that was impossible for you?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=1002.18,1023.66"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/38","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e To an extent. So with the majority of Americans feel like it was never something I bragged about or like I was very like, made sure people were aware of, like, hey, I was born here. Like, I probably mentioned it like, maybe twice. And like, other than this interview, like once was to a cop and once was just like, on, like FAFSA, like, so it wasn't something where I constantly brought it up. If anything, it was like the opposite. My entire family was like, Oh, you were born here. Like, it was kind of like a it wasn't something to be proud of. It was more of like, Oh, like what?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=1025.609,1059.03"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/39","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e He like. Like, like clarify what you meant by. It's not something to be like.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=1059.33,1063.8"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/40","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e Maybe, like, paperwork wise, it was something where parents are like, Oh, that's good. Like, they're like, secure about being born here. I like the stigma with, like my entire Hispanic family, ironically, of that, like, oh, they think they're American now. Like, they think that they're better than their culture. So like, although like, Hispanics are all striving to get their citizenship, like being born with it is like a weird kind of like double edged sword where it's like, yeah, I was born with it. So like, I got the things my parents wanted me to have, like in terms of citizenship and coming to the U.S., like, yeah, like I have like I can vote, I can do this, like, I like I was born here. So I have like the rights to be like an American, but like, that's like, on the paper, like kind of on paper, that's what it looks like. But then like, in, like, in actuality, it's more of the like the Oh, you were born here. Like you you're not Mexican. You're an American now. Like, they take like the whole, like renouncing your citizenship thing, like literal. And so it's like a weird kind of thing for, like identity.","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=1065.24,1126.41"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/41","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 1:\u003c/strong\u003e And how does that make you feel? Like the whole Mexicans thinking that you've rejected that part of your identity?","format":"text/plain"},"target":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654#t=1126.95,1132.68"},{"id":"https://archive.empathyarchive.com/collections/1674/collection_resources/56860/file/207654/transcript/49550/annotation/42","type":"Annotation","motivation":"transcribing","body":{"type":"TextualBody","value":"\u003cstrong\u003eSpeaker 2:\u003c/strong\u003e It's it's kind of hard because in a way, they're not even though it wasn't like intentional rejection, they're not wrong. Like obviously growing up here, even if we weren't necessarily like a very wealthy family, we were always like. Like way below middle class. Like my dad had, like, two jobs and stuff like that. Like we were getting by. But that's still, like, somehow seen as better than, like, what my parents, like, would have had living in Mexico. So, like, it's it's weird to think that, like, oh, yeah, like we were poor for Americans, but like, because we had a TV that's better than what we would have had in Mexico. And so it's it's weird to see that, like, unintentionally like because my parents were working or like, because it's very busy in the U.S., like, like they were working constantly in order to live here. So it wasn't like they could take time to be like, Oh, we want with your culture, here's like a religion here. We couldn't like, fully express all the things they would have had time to do in Mexico. 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